3 more days of work then school fun its about time

I need to go back to school summer is depresion in a bottle that i drink everynight to try and supress it.

WOrk makes the time go by but i still hate it.

drinks make the days a blur but they dont make them any better

the only answer..................... get around people who help you forget about it all........

to bad there all away..........

waiting for school the summer is a blurrr

!!!!joven casco viejo..........look it up its this damn mexican tequilla im drinking that has this damn safety valve on it that you have to operate before you can take a swig some sort of safety device to keep dumb asses like me from getting alcohol poising.............I dont like it!!!!!

damn world!?!

anyways waiting to have fun again and forget that after college i have to go live in the real world..............

till then

and someone give me the answer to this fing safety valve......its annoying.

BAck in the states at my sisters

working a dead end job trying to make money for next year......I'm considering getting a job next year so that i can go to hawaii for winter or summer break. I miss gorgoues beaches and the many beautiful asian women i used to know so ill try and get up there next year.

But for now i will be working hard waiting for school to start

Well im am officially done with my freshman year well i have been for a couple of days now... but NOw im officially writing that im done with my freshman year. Anyways college was crazy the first part of the year everyone knew me as hawaii because obviously not to many crazy kids move form hawaii to virginia......... BUT I DO!

The first semester i partyed had fun maybe a little bit to much fun....... that would account for the 2 C's??...Ponder ponder... yes but anyways i had fun and met alot of great friends some gilrs too.

Then second semester i managed to have even more fun. My classes were easier i worked alot harder on them and i worked alot harder on having fun during them. BUt mostly second semester can be summed up with one word Katie. Katie who i may or may not of wrote about before was my (girlfreind/ dating/ something i dont know who labels things anyways) throught the semester and i know that sounds wierd cus everyone knows i dont do the whole longer then a month girlfriend thing(well at least not very well) but in all honesty it suprised me too. Katie has everything, to describe her would take up pages of this xanga that quite frankly I do not want to write, so ill just say she's perfect. WE had alot of fun together we laughed we cryed(well she cried cus im to much of a gangster to cry HA....the notebook...tear) yes and ah well it made for a great semester.

As for now, right now im in Italy again getting drunk and laughing at my crazy panamanian mother and my hopeless dad thats so madly in love with her. ahhh GROWSE anyways... italy should be fun at least the driking part of it.

I will see most of my college friends again in the fall, side from katie who i wont see untill she gets back from her semester abroad. THat sucks but ill live i suppose. I guess it means another fun first semester and perfect second semester.........Hopefully

As for the rest of you bastards i will be returning to hawaii soon well not real soon but sooner then youd think. Well I dont really know when but all i do know is it seems like just yesterday i left so im sure the day i come back wont be to far off if i only just left yesterday..... ANYWays ill get a job get some money and fly over there Ok I just need some time to do it is all. TRust me if i have to indure to much more bad wether ill swim there myself!!

Anyways i know i don't update and i know im not on myspace like the rest of most of you but im LAZY ok so cut me a break.

Anyways have fun IN life cus i wouldnt have it any other way LAters

yaaa so the weather has been better here things have been feeling good.

Lot of crazyness going around now that spring is in the air

Im just chilling out for now keeping with studying and what not

What do you think i should invest in for feild by my dorm, a slip and slide, a kiddie pool, or nothing and use all that money for beer?

LOts of things to think about

But for know im gonna go study what others thought crazy hobbes and locke